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fish x mammal yuri
#kewpie's art#fishwoman#shark#cat#she’s doin the thing where you slowly put your arm on someone’s shoulders#but she’s really nervous about it
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What's there to be afraid of?
#i think her 3 years w thancred were a special kind of hell but i think thry had good moments too#i mean ryne very clearly admires and looks up to him even when hes fucking everything up#and shes never shown being scared of him#at most shes nervous or anxious#the closest to her being scared of him weve seen is right after we save her from capture#and shes nervous when she admits she ran off bc she didnt think thancred would let her go#but thats just being worried about ur parents scolding u which everything has felt at some point#that said i do think she recognises that thancred COULD be scary#and probably is to some people#but shes never seen him that way#tho tbf her point of reference is ran'jit who is far more intimidating than thancred could ever be#so really i think her scale of whats scary or not is kinda skewed#ryne waters#thancred waters#final fantasy#final fantasy 14#final fantasy xiv#ff14#ffxiv#art#my art#xanders art#digital art#fan art#xander being insane about ryne
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Special Ops: Lioness - 1x07
#specialopslionessedit#special ops lioness#special ops: lioness#aaliyah amrohi#cruz manuelos#stephanie nur#laysla de oliveira#special ops lioness 1x07#special ops lioness spoilers#aaliyah x cruz#femslash related stuff#muslim lgbt#oh oh she--she will#she really really will#lol at the sales attendant not being fooled by this fake nonchalance at all#she's gonna go back and tell the others miss amrohi was fooling around with her guest#you can't hear it (obviously) but aaliyah's ''If you want me to take you there'' is SO nervous#there's this very audible swallow right before#and cruz doesn't even have to think about it#they're both so so into this#also btw I love that aaliyah says thank you to the attendants
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When you accidentally support your new friend’s tyrannical ways and they reward you by putting you in a silly outfit 😀
Based Yuuria’s outfit off of concept art by Mary Blair under the cut 🫶
They’re so cute and goofy I had no choice but to draw her as a card soldier lol
#twisted wonderland#twst#twst yuusona#riddle rosehearts#twst oc#octopot art#yuuria#in her attempt to not stick out when she begins attending nrc she doesn’t really oppose riddle#she’s too nervous and scared of him so she’s 🥲#but because she doesn’t try to rock the boat riddle thinks she’s on his side and the three that get collared get upset at her lol#shes just confused about everything forgive her 😭#I’ve been wanting to draw heartslabyul in outfits based off illustrations from the book#soon hopefully I’ve been in a funk
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Hello Jrwi enjoyers! I decided to make a runt doll :D this is my first ever doll custom so im sorry she’s a little weird and gross looking but I tried my best :’) ok that’s all bye *runs and hides behind a bush*
#jrwi#just roll with it#jrwi podcast#jrwi show#jrwi fanart#does that count?#it is art so yes??#jrwi wonderlust#jrwi runt#Jrwi wanderlust fanart#im actually super nervous about posting this#I know she’s not amazing but I really am trying my best guys#I also want to continue making Jrwi dolls so stay tuned?
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Going into Alecto, I think it's important to expect that the series won't conclude with a clear lesson. Either about morality—what makes a good person, evil getting their just desserts, ect—or a thesis on decolonization. It's not that kind of story.
Deep down, this series is two drunk girls bearing their souls in a dark corner of the bar. An hours-long conversation that wheels wildly through pop culture, past trauma, theoretical physics, dreams and aspirations, global warming, hairstyling, friends, family, gender, personal insecurities, world history, favorite foods. It has a lot to say, and a lot of it profound, but it's not trying to teach anything. At the end of the night, the point was how fucking cool that girl was, and the potent electric potential for something lgbt to happen
#the locked tomb#alecto the ninth#ofc this is just my perspective#but I've been thinking of how the author said that the way she stays true to her story is by giving herself permission to not be a teacher#and that one of the driving forces behind her writing is the rpgs she played as a kid#and how everyone online made fun of the girl characters like they were weak and not good for anything#when she had played the game levelling them up and properly equipping them and beat the boss with them#and how she wants to be able to tell those stories where girls are just really fucking cool and get to have the adventures#so I'm kind of nervous about the idea that tlt is about the evils of colonisation or about taking on God as a symbol of the patriarchy#bc.... I think it might be exploring all that while really being about how girls are really fucking cool#and I'm worried about the potential fallout if a large portion of the fandom goes into the finale expecting those priorities to be reversed
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Roevember Day 4: Ship
"Here we are - off that ship for the final time. How're you two feeling?" "'Tis exciting - and stable." "Hah, I'll bet! How you doing, kiddo?"
"Oh, [||||||||]... I know it's frightening. But you'll have a better life here on land than we did out there. I promise..."
#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#ffxiv gpose#ffxiv screenshots#femroe#roevemberxiv#roevemberxiv2024#i've mentioned her mother a couple of times. i've never really explored her father! or much of her childhood. might be fun to think about!#(their names are Wiltitar Laentitarsyn and Keltbryda Swygwyrkawyn)#(also wanna make it clear this *isn't* a transphobia thing; this is before she realizes.#she's just generally nervous about what's essentially a Big Move. when she does realize they're very supportive!)#(idk if anyone would've thought of that necessarily but this is the first time i've shown her pre-transition on here#and something something piss on the poor site...)
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vampire and werewolf sitting in a tree
time trav e l i n g
first comes. trying to kill eachother then comes... learning you're his dead ex-lover then comes marriage!
(you can buy the book this scene is from for $15 it's really good. it's the fan favorite of the series!)
#comics#idk I thought this scene might make sense on its own#I thought about making it like all tall but 8 pages is a lot I think to make tall...........#it's like a lot to scroll past#but I think this looks cute enough and gives enough of a vibe at a glance that you can tell if you wanna click on it#sorry I'm trying to think of as many ways as I possibly can to advertise this book#there are so so so many of them#you gotta help me man#anyways#I really liked this scene#fun fact it was my FIRST episode with my new editr#and my first editor made me really anxious#kept asking me to change stuff and giving notes that made no sense#she also kept micing up their names and she wouldnt reply to me for weeks even when I was begging for edits on something#anyways so I was super nervous#esp cause its the first gay episode so I was like well. let's. see how chill she is#and she was so nice...#you guys she was absolutely amazing#she was such a delight to work with and so incredible#her notes were top notch every time#and she was always so quick to respong#while also very much keeping her work boundaries and hours clear#god shes so amazing I'm never gonna forgive webtoon for firing her#she deserves the fucking world. I multiple times told her and webtoon that she changed my entire experience there and made it worth it#and then she gets fired. god. fuck them. ugh. anyways.#short comic#time and time again#webtoon#comic book#my art
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*me immediately after going through a terrifying and traumatic experience* haha yeah I guess it was rough but I'm fine now like I'm totally chill. It was kinda funny actually if you think about it
#GUESS WHO GOT A PIERCING INFECTION SO BAD OVERNIGHT SHE HAD TO RUSH TO THE HOSPITAL#AND GET SURGERY TO REMOVE IT BC THE METAL WAS BURROWING ITSELF INSIDE HER LIP#yep that was meee :3#man. it sounds so silly now. like that probably shouldn't have made me panic nearly as much as it did#but you have to understand at the time it was terrifying#I noticed my lip was a bit swollen earlier in the night but I was like ok it's probably nothing serious#I put some ice on it hoping it would be back to normal after I got some sleep#then I woke up at like 5:30 AM with my lip super swollen and my lip piercing literally burying itself inside my flesh#I tried pushing it back out a bit and blood and pus started coming out so yk I started panicking#so I went upstairs and I asked my mom to drive me to the hospital#luckily we have free healthcare in brazil and the hospital was basically empty(this was on sunday)#but when I got there they told me the doctor wouldn't arrive until 8AM and it was like 6:45 at that point#so I REALLY started panicking 🫠 bc I could feel like the piercing kept burying itself more deeply like#I felt like the skin inside my lip was going to close around it and I was terrified bc I had no idea what to do#and I was scared it might make things worse#but all I could do was sit there and wait and so I started having a panic attack#luckily my mom was there with me the whole time so at least I didn't feel alone#and then I just. waited for it to end. and then tried to keep myself distracted until the doctor got there#I got treated by military doctors! sjdjcjck the army has been giving additional support for hospitals in my city#bc of the floods some health units are currently closed and demand got higher so they needed extra support there#so an army doctor performed my surgery(inside an army tent no less ajfjjfkf maybe not ideal but. functional)#he was so nice?? like probably the calmest most careful doctor I've ever been treated by#I still had a bit of a nervous breakdown again after the surgery but that was bc I'd never been through something like that before#I got anesthesia obvs but I still felt the tug when he cut into my skin to remove the piercing and did my stitches#so my mind started cooking up all these horrible scenarios of how everything could go wrong and I was gonna die#cried on the doctor's table. 👍🏻 awesome#but he and his assistant were super nice about it she even offered me a hug#but anyway in the end I finally calmed down and got some medication#now I'm all stitched up with my little bloated lip eating soup out of a straw 👍🏻 but I'm ALIVE and I'm just glad it's all over fjjvjkf#sleep.txt
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random astroboy doodles that idk if i'll finish
#my art#artists on tumblr#astro boy 2003#tetsuwan atom#astro boy#uran astro boy#i love uran i think shes the funniest character in the show#im watching 2003 btw#no sense of stranger danger no anxiety no self preservation. she does smth bc she wants to and thats it#idk i want to line these but smth about the brush im using kinda doesnt look nice on astroboy stuff ?#also im just not in the mood for drawing lately. i have assignments and ive been in a weird headspace for a couple weeks#nothing feels real or like it matters but im also really nervous all the time so thats awesome#whatever. ill probably finish these after my homework is done#digital art
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#oc: irulanne#leg.ocs#leg.edits#*myedits#*ocedit#dragon age rook#da:tv#datv#my necromancer !!!!!!! my baby she’s here!!#teehee the first of the rooks !! so far i have 4 on standby for the fall the brainworms are brainwormingg jnhdkhnsk#spot the lucanne reference hehee twas a must to add something of luca in there he and lanna have had me in a CHOKEHOLD all a week hehe <3#colorings by cavalier remainn ICONIC andd SPEAKING OF WHICH THIS TEMPLATE GOLLY HOLLY#ty tyy orion this template was SOO good *screams* i had SO much fun working with it!!!!!#alsoo the official tarot for necromancers / mages / sidony from inky youll always be loved by MEE.#i am not sure if i want to go too much into her lore yet as its so early but the brainrot is brainrotting and i have SOO many thoughts!!#her history her lore how i see her interacting with the world and the world with her lanna's personality and her dynamic with luca AHHHH#*rattling the bars of my cage* FALL COME SOONER !!#lanna has had the braincell for the week STRAIGHT hdbjh <33#the high stakes tennis match between dragon show and dragon game brainrot hehe <33#ill hopefully have something for them too soooon I MISSED THEMM SO MUCHH#her lighthouse outfit + luca's outfit hehe couples that wear *almost* matching outfits thats soulmates or something (im normal) HEHEE#her name (hopefully the last time i change it djksncks) is inspired by i*rulan from d*une !!#an arcane prodigy entering her girlfailure era <33 girlbossed too close to the sun if u will JNDKJDSN#seemingly puts on an air of confidence but hides BIIIG time nervous wreck energy shes gonna take messing things up well i can feel it :')#i feel like a lot of clothes for her are sort of reminiscent of her time in the mourn watchers? all based on aspects of the dead??#like bones or etc?? but i also love that she could be a lightning learning mage with other magic so she takes to that more ethereal nature#to her style !! she’s also a BIG fan of the opera and was sort of praised as this golden child an arcane prodigy#the gifted kid to burnout adult pipeline she is really feeling it now 🥀🤧#hi hi moots if u read all that i am baking you cookies as we speak THERES SO MUCH MORE LOREE on her i have im screaming she’s everythingg#AHH IT WORKED IT POSTED <33 so so happy i can yell about her now HEHE 🥀💌
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Okay so I don’t feel the most qualified to talk about this, especially to make any value judgements on how any of this was handled, so I would love other people to add in if they feel like it, but this is eating my brain actually so.
Esther Finch is a funny villain. She’s a joy to watch on screen, even if part of that joy is in hating her. But there’s something that feels very deliberate in the fact that the only two girls (barring in the animated flashback) we see her target are black girls. Becky Aspen and Crystal. I don’t think we’re supposed to infer from this that she only ever targets black girls, but the casting of Becky feels deliberate. While there’s plenty of in universe explanation for why she wants to use Crystal to feed to her snake afterwards and doesn’t ever say, specifically target Niko, it’s still there. And though Niko was just hurt because she got in the way, she’s also another woman of colour we see Esther hurt.
And then at the end Crystal, who many have pointed out has been a voice for women throughout the whole season, stands in front of Lilith, the goddess of wronged women, and screams to her about who gets justice for all the little girls Esther hurt. And then Lilith, played by a black woman, is the one to drag Esther away.
Crystal says to Esther that she knows how anger can poison you. Esther says she learned to be predator instead of prey a long time ago. Do I think that the show literally wants us to think that Esther is a racist who deliberately targets black girls? No. Do I think the casting choices that they made bring up themes of the kind of people who, because they have been hurt or marginalized, want to push others down to have others that they can have power over instead? Whose problems with societal oppression is not that it exists, but that they aren’t the ones who get to benefit from it? I think so.
#little more nervous about posting this one tbh#again I don’t want to really make a value judgement on how well they did this#because not only am I white I’m also a person who can straight up miss problematic stuff even when it’s about me in some way#hello autism#but yeah it was devouring me and I wanted to write it out#anyways Esther finch might not literally be a Karen or a Terf but metaphorically she kind of is#Esther Finch#crystal palace#crystal palace surname von hoverkraft#dbda#dead boy detectives#and also yeah she grabs the boys but that’s because they now have a specific use to her#dbda meta#discussion of racism#also it makes me think thoughts about that scene where she talks to that cop on the street abt how relieved she was Becky was found#the same cop who dismissed Crystal and Niko when they reported the lighthouse leaper they saw#something something white privileged acab something something
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I'm having such a difficult time imagining how jinx is ever going to bounce back after isha's death. jinx always says "everyone around me dies" and i feel like the only way for her to ever find peace is for that fact to not be true for just one time. maybe I'm just too emotional right now but I'm seriously struggling to rationalize jinx's future after the loss of the thing that was giving her clarity and purpose.
#its making me really nervous about how tragic this show might end#jinx has had a lot of character growth through the last few episodes and i don't know if she's going to be able to keep that growth#with this new humongous grief#idk im really torn up about it i wish i was in these writers minds#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2#arcane season 2 act 2
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we're already wet (and we're gonna go swimming)
Luke fucking hates My Tie.
or, a back-door luke hughes character study
#HAPPY HUGHESBOWL EVERYONE#she's finally here and she's PERFECT god i hope you all enjoy her#a little light 70k pre-game reading for you#this is my baby i'm so proud of her please love her as much as i do#let me know too if i missed a tag you think should be there or a pairing or whatever!#always open to talking about her#i think she's really the first in a line of things to come :)))#luke hughes#brandt clarke#brandt/luke#my fic#writing#hrpf#hockey rpf#my tie fic#scheduled#ok logging off now cause i'm tired and also cause it'll make me nervous thinking about what people have to say about her
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#ok finally making a post about meds#I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset#so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but#it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways#so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone#like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus#my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night#sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired#it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted#but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too#but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared#so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow#anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING#that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up#I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world#and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on#and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!
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dropping out another one…. welcome to the world bea💗
came up with the oc thats involved with dahlia YAYY!!!
#wander over yonder#wander over yonder oc#woy oc#havent. posted any art on here in like ages sorru i get a little nervous posting here 😢#i made bea i believe the beginning of this month ^_^??? i wouod definitely need to expand more on her#wasn’t really planning this post i just remembered i need to get her on my blog before i do stuff with her and dahliah#to sum it up!! she’s a fugitive on the run and found lavandula before it was about to vanish forever#so she hid there and met dahliah and saved her YAYY!#pukafsh art
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